Sometimes loving someone isnt as good as movies play it out to be. With love comes anger, hatred, jealousy, confusion, and many other emotions. If you arent able to balance everything correctly .. Youll just end up falling apart.

Where to start. I was browsing through my Youtube videos and I noticed the video I made for last years SUC TC Reunion. It honestly brought back some memories. I remember waking up, no school to go to.. The first thing  I`d do was go on this TC and see who`s on. Toff, Joon, Wai, Gabe, Melissa, Hung.. Ah it was so much fun. We`d Skype, play games.. Just do anything to have fun. “Create Memories” As the months went by I got to know and love more and more people. We’d play League together.. Have our over-night Skype calls. It was all bound to end though? All of our “cliques” were eventually going to break apart.. All of us going our separate ways. Some still together. I found myself slowly starting to drift away from everyone. But hey I still talk to a few people :) You know who you are. I`d be lying if I said I didnt miss it.. I miss you guys, I miss the memories. But memories ARE memories for a reason. 

-Nelly

Since we dont talk, I’ll leave this here. I know you’ll see it. Alright so the fact that that thought has crossed your mind is a bitch move. What did I ever do to you? The fact that I cant do anything about it is what’s pissing me off the most. Believe me if this had occurred in person, with someone here ; The results would be more in my favor. But because were all spread apart all over the world, I cant do anything. You pretty much got what you wanted at this point, happy? Probably. I honestly trusted you. I’m biting my lip. Holding back. trying not to say what I want to say because Id rather not show that side of me to others. So for now I’ll just delete you and go on with life.